For all sorts of silly reasons.
The main one being that I seem to have the opinion that Vin Diesel is not that bad an actor. This worries me greatly. Seriously, the man can act.
The next reason I’m scared: I think I forgot to take my anti-depressants one day over the weekend. This never ever happens. Well, it does, but the last time it happened? Five years ago. I’ve been on them for over 6 years, coming into my seventh year. I still don’t know if I did or not; there were a lot of small electric shocks, and my head hurt in that chemical deprivation way that’s become so familiar. Weird…
The other reason I’m scared: nightmares. They’re really bad at the moment. So bad that I sleep at least half of the day. Apparently, the day before yesterday I screamed so loudly my father heard me from the front room, despite all the doors being closed, and the kitchen being used. He never hears anything when all that is in place. The pain that accompanies the nightmares is bad too, so bad that I wanted to vomit, yesterday and the day before. The nightmares are supposed to mean I’m getting better. I wish they weren’t so horrible.
On that note, I’m going to sleep. Been up all night seeing as I slept through the day yesterday. Please, no bad dreams.
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