Grrr! I couldn’t get to sleep last night because it was so damn hot, and someone has stolen my car parking spot! I noticed another car is parking next to the car I usually park next to and so I’ve nowhere to park now. Not that I exactly need my car (it’s at my parents’ place) but still, when I do get it back I don’t want to park out on the street again like I used to have to before I found that spot.
Training is still going well though today I experienced a bit of information overload and got a tad panicky…not yet panicky enough to have to take diazepam but getting there. I’m pretty nervous about the next two days but what can you do? I just have to keep on reminding myself that I’ve done call centre work before and am not as retarded as I think I am (it’s hard to persuade myself otherwise, I know, but I can try, eh?). Actually, I was late to work because I had so much trouble sleeping which is no good. Our house still hadn’t cooled down sufficiently and even now though it’s about 18 degrees and raining my room is still stuffy despite my having the door in it open.
I should be celebrating. I had a bad year last year, a really bad one and finally I’m starting to feel vaguely normal. So normal I feel weird taking my meds (though of course that doesn’t mean I’m going to stop taking them…that would be stupid). I should also be rejoicing because I’m actually going to have money for Christmas presents for people too.
Violent_Kitten | 25-Nov-07 at 10:27 pm | Permalink
Hope you keep improving, love. You should indeed be celebrating!!
Grace Notes @ Snarkattack | 26-Nov-07 at 9:23 pm | Permalink
I’m of course feeling a lot less nervous now that I actually get to speak to people on the phone but still forgetting to do everything we’re supposed to do. But yes, I continue to celebrate!